Sunday, November 17, 2024

thanksgiving tips!

#CONVERSATIONTIPS

@landontalks Attention: all adults table members of the family This is our pre-Thanksgiving adults table meeting where we will discuss things we will and will not do/say at the thanksgiving this year. We are having this meeting early so we can all practice and be prepared. #southern #southerncharm #southernaccent #southernliving #thanksgiving ♬ original sound - Landon

 

BONUS:

@rupaulofficial Like ashes in the urn it's none of my concern 👏🏾 @Lil’ Kim ♬ original sound - RuPaul

Thursday, November 7, 2024

indicative of something

I've been watching a package bounce around for the past week amongst postal service facilities.

Moving Through Network

Arrived at USPS Regional Facility

BATON ROUGE LA PROCESSING CENTER

November 7, 2024, 8:36 am

Departed USPS Regional Facility

LAFAYETTE LA DISTRIBUTION CENTER

November 7, 2024, 7:15 am

Arrived at USPS Regional Destination Facility

LAFAYETTE LA DISTRIBUTION CENTER

November 7, 2024, 2:18 am

Arrived at USPS Regional Facility

NEW ORLEANS LA DISTRIBUTION CENTER

November 6, 2024, 8:02 am

In Transit to Next Facility

November 6, 2024, 6:44 am

Departed USPS Regional Facility

BATON ROUGE LA PROCESSING CENTER

November 6, 2024, 5:19 am

Arrived at USPS Regional Destination Facility

BATON ROUGE LA PROCESSING CENTER

November 5, 2024, 4:43 pm

In Transit to Next Facility

November 4, 2024

Arrived at USPS Regional Facility

NEW ORLEANS LA DISTRIBUTION CENTER

November 2, 2024, 4:03 pm

Arrived at USPS Regional Facility

BATON ROUGE LA PROCESSING CENTER

November 2, 2024, 1:32 pm

Departed USPS Regional Facility

NORTH HOUSTON TX DISTRIBUTION CENTER

November 2, 2024, 7:47 am

Arrived at USPS Facility

HOUSTON, TX 77032

November 1, 2024, 10:01 pm

Accepted at USPS Origin Facility

HOUSTON, TX 77007

November 1, 2024, 8:46 pm


It doesn't feel like a stretch to acknowledge this is a metaphor for how I'm feeling generally.

A friend said mournfully Tuesday night, I feel like I've been lied to. There are no norms anymore.

Sunday, November 3, 2024

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

suddenly it makes me feel

This was me, last week.

A jamboree of writers and musicians hanging out on a gorgeous Sunday, beans and rice bubbling out front, saying hi to acquaintances and 2/3 of lmnl and relishing the creative offerings. 

Poetry makes me feel dumb sometimes, but then suddenly it makes me feel, and that moment is everything.

lmnl lineup for october 20
lmnl

Saturday, October 26, 2024

Once again I am asking you

Once again, times are tough and it’s hard to know how worried to be.

No one believes anything about the election that is already underway (the polls are wrong, the media is lying) or wait, no, everyone believes everything being spewed out, the conspiracy theories and the bots flooding everything we see and hear.

It’s exhausting and I suppose that too is by design.

*

A dear family member is two chemo treatments into a six-treatment regimen and the side effects are already dangerous, nearly life-threatening. They’re hanging in there but the news has been so relentlessly bad. It’s worrisome and exhausting. We spend time on Zoom each week just to see one another and joke around. I keep a private journal and screenshot everything and wonder who I’m writing it all down for? Future me?

It’s not like fiction where I relish not knowing the ending.

*

I fell the other day, out of nowhere. Twisted the old ankle and down I went into a patch of grass. The dog I was walking whined in surprise, then stood next to me cronching the treats that had fallen out of my pocket. Stay here, I breathed, willing my legs to stop shaking so I could stand up.

*

Where is there respite?

Part of me wants to bear witness, to be in community, but much of me wishes to go to sleep and wake up in February 2025 to a healed world. I just know we won’t get there by accident.