25 days into 2020 and already it's such a twist of conflicting emotions.
--Capricorn birthdays! pizza and private karaoke, family din din and rum slushies
--and yet 3 friends have unexpectedly lost parents/siblings
--worldwide fires and lies
I'm being productive and yet I wonder if it matters.
Reading a journal from my teens, I wrote that I was convinced the world was ending imminently.
I've lost the religion but somehow the delusion persists.